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WOPS!
I've been single for almost a month now actually... :3

Now I feel like getting married after witnessing Erika's wedding..
OMGEEE!!
Super duper happy for her...
the lol part is I was lost for words when I went to her to congratulate her..
hahahaha definitely had a BIG HUGE WOW OMG feeling in my heart till words can't express. ;D
Her wedding pictures are so GORGEOUS!
I seriously feel like getting married now -.-'''''''' hahahaha


Too bad~~

:')

when you've mixed feeling inside....
when the bottle is opened up...
when everything seems to be alright when they're not...

life is hard... :')

Holding on.

April

Cikolottt!
HOT STUFF! :3
wuu wuuu wuuu

I'll keep this to myself.
nanti jadi kecoh lagi mcm kes Bilem at Twitter. hahaha

Stay calm! Stay FIT!
hahaha.

mourns

I AM DEFINITELY HAVING A HARD TIME.

OH GOSH WHY OH WHY IS LIFE THIS NEGATIVE?

OR IS IT JUST ME?

*sigh*

lol. heck?

haha. =.=

Life's pretty tough for me now.

all the craps assignments give you.

I mean CRAPS!

all the procrastinations that awaits you.

all the good stuff that's lying right in front of your eyes.

Oh God... Help me...

Dear problem, I HAVE A BIG BIG GOD

So please size down. :3

hahaha. 

Sincerely, 

Melinda D:

 That day. :) Thanks for being there for me. :)

Week 4

I barely survive my fourth week as a degree student.

die...

IS Assignment dues in approx a week's time and I haven't start not a single thing on it. D:

wonder woman? not. 

Wondering if I'm a woman... :3 haha =.='''

*singing I'm not a girl, not yet a woman~*

Accounting and Economics mid-term is one week away. D:

See me go crazy of I don't start doing something asap...

I do realize that my language is jumbled up. hahaha side effects? pfftt...

I think I forget how to speak proper English... heck? hahaha

2012!!!

I am still blur and have not a single idea in my studies currently. D:
I find it hard to make words to enter my brain. D:
I don't understand what lecturers are mumbling about during lectures. D: so are tutorials. D:
I have assignments to finish as it dues on the 3rd week of class. D:
It's only the first week. I do feel like the lecturers are pouring down their basket of shredded papers on you. D:

D:

D:

D:

February

I've been pretty much unproductive in the sense of the usage of my brain.
Life 'officially' starts in a week's time and D: is all I can do now.

D:

D:

D:

I can't even decide on my timetable. Okay, new year's resolution is to make new friends. (If you could understand what I mean..... D: )

The thought of going to class gives me goosebumps. D:

If only you could see the expression on my face right now.... nothing else but D:

This season's facial expression is D:

I know its pretty much -.-''' but yeah! D:

Picking up my confidence, one by one. D:

and Mark the used-to-be-my-crazy-best-friend-and-still-is-only-with-a-little-less-crap says that..

I WHINE A LOT.

yeay!! D:

Melinda.

From Miri with love...

I've got nothing to post.

Thank you!

:3

HAPPY NEW YEAR! its never too late to wish anyone anywhere... Its still January.. :3

I accidentally found my old blog..? bahahahahahahaha

I'm embracing my holidays. not good not good... dead lazy now... :3

more to come.... Happy holiday to me!

Melinda. :)

Dear female...

You've got all access to reach out to me. 

So, why don't you just come up and say your lungs out to me since you're such a b* :) 

(You're welcome.) 

(:

God bless.

Dear you.... :)

Do I need to apologize myself to you if I don't rant and blog much these days??? 

Mind your own ass please. 

Thank you for your kind cooperation.

Suka hati aku la. Menyibuk jer.

Singapore

After exams, I flew off to Singapore the very next day.
Miri boarding room - My handbag snapped. Well, I was trying to dump everything into both my backpack n handbag. My backpack was full of clothes and my handbag was full of little2 things I cannot fit into my backpack, which ended up being heavy. crap.

Arrival at Changi Airport, Friday - Aunt Genevieve picked us up and then we went out to Vivo City to pick up my brother n future sis-in-law. Then, mom bought me a cloth tote bag. At 5pm, went to werkz studio for Koko Niel's graduation photo shoot then after to Orchard Road. Got myself a perfume form Esprit.

Saturday - Graduation Ceremony was only for an hour but the waiting was around 2-3 hours. pfffft. Then went to Vivo City for last shopping and I got myself... a waist belt from Cotton On, 2 bangles from **-Six, I♥SG Tees, necklace from Mu-EE...thats all. Wasn't going there for real real shopping spree. At night was dinner at home with the uncles n aunties, granduncle and grandaunt. Then after dinner around 10++, we went up to Mount Faber just nearby the house for sight seeing.

Sunday - Departed at 12:15pm. Arrived Miri at 2:12pm.

Melinda :)))

Happier than ever

I'M DONE WITH MY FINAL EXAMS!!!!

YEAY!!!! XD XD XD 

 

next event in line, Big brother's convocation at Singapore. YEAY!! I'm counting that as my holiday trip after my exam! haha (although the plan to go universal studio with together with koko nis and cheche failed... dang..).
Followed by another event which is Big brother's Wedding at the end of November! haha weeheeeee~~~~ Preparations!

and my parcel came right in time today!!! I love the dress!! hahaha and most of all, Its CHEAP! *forget about the shipment for a moment* RM29 only!!! even if you add up with the shipment fee which is rm 12.60... RM41 for a dress like that is impossible to find here in Miri. sad case ey? anyways... I had mine and is thinking of getting other colours.. oh nooooooo!!! hahaha

I am super duper HAPPY! Exams GONE! haha

Melinda

once upon a time

And yes, I wasn't joking. I said I'll be there and I was there.

However... Things are getting better and I hope that they remains that way till forever. :)

♥

another >:(

I can't get my ass into doing my assignments! I will be deep fried alive if I'm not done by tomorrow evening. >:(
I don't know were and how to start. I think I've been quite free for this semester as for last semester, its like assignments after assignments with maybe a week or two of breaks. As for this sem, so far its only simple presentation, assessments where you got to speak speak and speak although you have no idea in your head, so you just talk the crap out of yourself from your mouth. =.= :D
Accounting is killing me softly and slowly as I got no idea of how to do cause I don't have the basics. And, I keep postponing myself from doing revision because of the super duper internet who always gets in the way. haha
I'm always blur lately, maybe its because of life in campus has been quite easy and not busy.
I do start to feel empty as I don't know... I used to be busy going for practices like every Saturday since the past 3 years?... and now I'm a free bird. Its been like few weeks or maybe a month or more since I last went to prayer meeting. The first time is when I exploded, then there's no prayer meeting as they're in Madrid, then for 3 Saturdays, I've been busy involving myself in activities in campus. First was gotong-royong in the old folks home, next is Fund raising for the Sarawak Cancer Children Society and recently, Curtin Open Day. All of these makes me realize that without God, I am nothing but a weak person.
Next in line is to finish up my assignments by Sunday. Then, study for accounting mid-term this Wednesday and also ECS Theory test on Friday. Start doing my revision notes for Economics and try to get myself in line again as I've been far out of track. :)

Being in line is never easy as there are many distractions in this world. But I do believe that I can do all things in Christ who strengthens me. :) Amen!

Melinda. :) :) :) Just gotta keep on SMILING!

loves

So... we went to the beach. ♥
Well, here's the story.
I was supposed to go out with Bit to watch Smurfs cause He's been asking me when will I bring him out. So, when the time came, as usual, I won't go out without my security guard ♥, drove up to Taman Tunku D: yea right up there, picked up ♥ and asked him to show me the direction to Bit's. The interesting part starts here... Bit thought that I was kidding! fish! sweatness man....! Outside his house gate in the car, then here come Bit's lil brother (he is cute!!!), asked ♥ whether are we looking for Bit and the he went running in to the house calling his brother. Then I called Bit, he answered and said "woi! saya blom mandi lagi ni. masih pakai boxer." =.=''''''' asked him to bath and we continue waiting... till he went out with shorts and he said..."tak jadi lah saya pergi.. kamu dua jak..." @.@!!!!!! fine...
So, hubs and me went out... his beloved girlfriends mengidam Lemonade. So we went to Merdeka Mall to find her favourite drink and found none. >:( I'm craving very damn hard here..... then, I wanted to watch Smurfs but hubs said just buy the CD and watch rather than paying the same amount and watching it only once... quite true.. So I didn't nag or complain. hahahak :P I thought of looking around but I resisted cause my policy these days is "see, nice, buy. or else, let him here me nagging, complaining, crapping and whatsoever till he say go buy lah". muahahahahahaha!
Then, we went to the beach. ♥ windyyyyyy! I wore my sweater and still complained that I'm cold cause its super windy today at the beach. We sat, walked, sat and then walked again, then we played, then his sakai girlfriend went to chase mukuns (fish with legs, ask me no more cause I can't explain to you :D), then his sakai girlfriend became tired and sat down and went crazy cause she became hyper after her findings... =.= hahahaha lame me. Poor ♥ got a very sakai girlfriend like me. hahahaha :P Then his girlfriend got tired and wanted to go home, so we left and I sent him back home.
He forgot his phone in my car so I had to make a 'U'-turn and there is his mom, looking out of the door smiling, not sure whether to me or to those in the house cause they got guests coming at that time, and him running out of the door for his handphone. :D
And thats the end of my story today. 
hahaha

Curtin Open Day tomorrow and I'm a Curtin Volunteer! :D
Gotta rest. 

He was correct! oh man.. now I owe him something... grrrr....

1 year, 7 months and 3 weeks! ♥

September!

Your Love NEVER fails, never gives up; Never runs out of me ♥

GOD IS AWESOME!!!

Volunteered in the Curtin Annual FundRaising For Sarawak Children's Cancer Society.

phew! that was tiring.

#flatandallout.

Smurfified

He found and pulled out my FIRST white hair. crap. 

 "I love you just the way you are" ♥

which in other words means

... 

...

...

There's no need for you to dye your hair because of a SINGLE strand of white hair on your head.

>.<

It has been.... 1 yr and... I don't know. :)

hehehe

Melinda ♥

>:(

first of all, I would like to say that I'm currently very disappointed with somebody. 2 of them. >:( such great liars. ain't telling much infos about them.

Next, Mr. Suparman is now spending a night in London, screw you. I hope he remembers what I want. :D or else, I have no idea what I will do or react. *evil smirk* :P

Guess what, I'm wearing braces again! oh wow! great! yeay! this is so not fun. >:( I can't even eat properly. Just wishing that time passes by fast till they start to settle down or till my gum gets use to being 'pulled'. Dr. Baru is just so nice that the fixed in purple rubber for my first time wearing it this time. Yeay! my gums suck. :(

I don't give a damn. :D

twiddle dee twiddle dum

Semester break was FUN as I get to escape to KL for 2 weeks. :D
Main purpose was to attend the photo session for my 2nd brother, Dennis's convocation. He's a graduate now! woohoo.. then my parents, koko nis and me went for a road trip to Cameron Highlands and we stayed a night there at Equatorial Hotel in Brinchang. Nice~
then after a week, my parents head back home for Miri while I stayed back for another week with my sister and brother in KL. :)
Spent a lot and now I'm broke. gahhh this is bad.. but I love what I bought. :D
Thinking back..its not that much too though but yea..money nowadays has small value and I can't agree more.

Semester 2 started on 25th July...had to adapt myself to wake up early and not fall asleep in the afternoon.
and about those... had to live like you're dying and just enjoy and live life. can't be bothered much. :)

Melinda.