Saturday, January 29, 2011


I ended it. (:
Tonnes of Thanks to Christian. (:
yeap.. He's the superman that once stood beside me all along.
I do feel bad and guilty but then I'll feel more guilty if I let this thing hang on for a longer period.
rather than lying to him and to myself, telling the truth was the best thing to do.
I just dont know why I just got no feelings anymore. empty. hang on for few weeks already and yea...
this is what it is now...
even though he had to force himself to accept this but...
I dunno. :)

1 year, 1 week & 3 days. A period ought to be remembered and treasured. :)


Tuesday, January 25, 2011

yalah kw bodoh dha tauk ku xsuka nanga pwan ya masih jua ko mok approve nya! Mun kw sukaa nya padah jak bha,,,xpayah aku lelah2 pergi delete nya dari friends list kw bha. babiiiiiii!!!! *school high2 stupid never finish2*
practically lady, I know that you're referring to me. Thanks btw.
It's not my fault that he's doing it. He did it by his own free will. 2 years passed lady...
Patience has limits. 


Saturday, January 22, 2011


The truth is always the hard part in every situation.
Got no comment.
They'll know what it is like when that day comes.
Things are always not as easy as it seems.
Outside always looks easier but there are tonnes of conflict and problems to face before one can reach the goal.
Let God decide.


Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Happy Anniversary!

A year has passed. hihihii
"Bah pa lagi..."
hahahaha ayat ajaib itu... hihihi
I love you! 

Melinda ♥♥♥

Saturday, January 15, 2011


I guess this the my point of transformation in to a lady lady. hahaha.
I do still feel odd thought but I have to get use to it. (:


Thursday, January 13, 2011


I think I haven't gave any updates on what am I doing right now ey? haha
Currently a Foundation student in Curtin University Sarawak Campus. (:
So early??? haha yea.. I'm taking summer course which is also known as January Intake. (:
So hardworking aah you go to school so early?? Don't want to enjoy more first meh??
haha. frequently asked questions. (:
The more I delay, the lazier I become. I just don't want to loose my studying 'mood'. haha as if~~
Whether if I start early or late, I still have to study. So, why not I start early and end early right? (:
Guess thats all for now. (:
Got assignments and group discussions to catch up with. (:

Melinda. <3

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

something something :D

I guess I haven't do any updates on my self new year countdown celebration thingy in the church yea? haha.
Some might think that its is not so cool to celebrate new year together with the other fellow brothers and sisters in Christ in church, but as for me, I think its the best place to celebrate and have my new year countdown. Its not that I'm showing I'm a pious person but at the same time, I get to thank God for all the blessings and wonderful things he has done for my throughout the past one year. Well, thats my opinion. Anyways, back to my sharing (I supposed) hehehe. We were asked to play for that celebration and that 'we' consist of me, Chrishe, Vanessa, Clinton, Tracy, Malcolm, Flonnie, Christian and Garry. :) They still do address us as MYCS Band for we were once in the band but now, we are replaced by new members. Well, most of the names listed in there are in Form 5 (2010) so we have to be replaced as we have to focus on SPM and maybe after that we will go on for further studies. Thats the main concept. But then, we can be so called... free musicians. haha. =.=.
Everything went QUITE well although we do face problems like last minute transport problem and a guitar string just broke off.. stuffs like that.. But then we managed to get through them well. :)
Well, duing the night theres activities, singing, performances, blessed draws, speech, balloons and what do you call that in english.. hmm... bunga api.. (Fire flower =.=''' haha not a right thing to do - direct translation :P) yea those sutffs.. and after the countdown we just enjoyed ourselves and sang 3 songs and thats it. lol. Be there and you'll know. :)
After cleaning up and what not, My parents and I sent my Mr. and Garry back home to Taman Tunku. lol. thats far from our residential area.
went home and then fall flat and sleep. :D

basically, its like that. :D

Will post when I think I have anything to post. :))


Monday, January 10, 2011


Lecture started. :)
managed to get myself to stay alive although its only on the edge. : /
Obviously Mr. can't fit himself with my lecture schedule. : /
5 hours lecture coming up tomorrow AFTERNOON and its MORAL STUDIES!

Melinda. :P

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Oh no!

Going to Campus... TOMORROW! :S
Just got to let myself to get use to studying again. hihihi
Parents are a lil bit worried letting me to drive alone to campus. hihihi
And that makes me loose my confidence. haha. *Got to gain back my own confidence*
Wish me all the best & pray for me yeah? Thanks!
Big HUG! :D


Thursday, January 6, 2011


Going to class next week.. Oh man.. Hope I don't fall asleep as I frequently wake up late in the morning. hehehe.