Tuesday, May 31, 2011

oh wait

Was it a wrong decision?
somehow it only worked out for the first few days.
I am totally messed up. :S
I don't see both of us going anywhere.. D:
this is bad ey?
maybe it was a bad idea after all.............

Friday, May 27, 2011


yeh... released a little bit of my stress n tensions today with Mr. Superman

oh fyi.. sorry readers... yeh... we are somehow inseparable... :D
I'm smiling to myself now... oh how bad is this?... hahah
I bought a top and a tank dress... tehehehehe...
laid my eyes on them since the first time I saw them.. which was yesterday... only. :P
still thinking twice about the cropped tee... :S
Today is hot.... so am I.. hahaha.. ignore me... a lil bit hyper....
crazy day.. hahaha.
Assignments.... ah... cut the story short...
I'm very super extra glad to have babes like Rowena, Candis and Michelle
Hard work paid out well... but the marks is another different story.. keeping fingers crossed. :S
screw them who don't know how to do their tasks like an adult. young adult. gah!!!
anyways... I'll sleep with a smiling face tonight. :D hahaha
Oh boy....
hahahahaha :P :P :P

Sunday, May 15, 2011


Did you know that you're the first person on my mind on my birthday?
Did you know that you're the first person I wanted to listen to wishing my Happy Birthday when the clock strikes 12a.m.?
but it didn't happen...
Did you know that you're the first person I wanted to share with about all the happenings during my birthday?
you ignored all my texts.....
Did you know that I was waiting like crazy for your replies?
you didn't know how it feels like.....
Did you know that it kills to wait for your replies?
Did you know that I was on the brink of breaking?
I don't think you expected me to react this way...
Did you know that I was really wishing n hoping that you were there with them singing for me?
Its impossible...
Did you know that it was very hard for me to distract myself from thinking about you?
I bet you're thinking that I have lots of guys to look at in Curtin...I DON'T...
Did you now that it really breaks my heart when you're not doing anything when you got your chances?
Did you know that the memory is killing me?
Did you know that I was lost for a moment?
Did you know that I was very very very confused?

disappointments after disappointments....

Thursday, May 5, 2011


It is official.

having tonnes of things in my mind..
kinda like having its own flickr in my mind....
pictures that tells a lot of secret.
I am just doing what I am supposed to do.
My motto that I held on to says that too..
You got to do what you got to do.

Monday, May 2, 2011

To be who you really are is kinda hard. You got to do at least a drama a day.
When you're being your own self, they say you're bad and what not but that's the true real you.
When you're not being yourself, they kinda like like you more... cause you're fake...

Maybe I'm just stressed...thinking too much...